Tuesday, 8 March 2016

I didn't want to tell you mummy. (Trigger)

I didn't want to tell you, mummy.
I didn't tell you I was raped.
I didn't tell you what else my brother did.
I didn't tell you about the flashbacks.
I didn't tell you about the scars.
I didn't tell you about him.
I didn't tell you how my dad truly makes me feel.
I didn't tell you my fears.
I didn't tell you what I was pushed into.
I didn't tell you everything that has happened to me.

I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want to upset you, mummy. I didn't want to tell you because I knew you'd worry. And I didn't want to tell you just in case you viewed me or the world differently. Forgive me.

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